Opening Up More.

If you read my last "Opening up" blog you know what I'm up to...

I LOVE winter. I think it's fun and there is a lot of stuff to do. (Snowboarding, snow shoeing, snowball fights, snow forts, snow angels, white washing people, taking pictures of the prettiness..) It just comes at a terrible time of the year. School and work always keep me from doing anything fun.
Winter isn't my favorite season though, I like them all the same. Spring is great because it is just starting to warm up, the flowers are popping up, birds and such are coming out and the air just smells clean. Summer is great cause it's super warm and there is a lot to do. Climbing, camping, hiking, four wheeling, swimming... and much much more. Fall is the prettiest with the leaves changing colors, and the best temperature. It doesn't do the bipolar weather patterns and it's not super hot or super cold. If I had to pick a favorite it would be fall.

I am a very indecisive person--that's easy to tell... But ever since I was little, when I make a decision, I stick to it. Ex: when I decided to stop chewing my nails, or when I decided that I was going to worry more about my attitude than my looks. It's the coming to make the decisions that's the tough part for me. I tend to worry about things way too much, especially when it is something big and life changing.

I am in love with a fictional character... Yeah Matrim Cauthon from The Wheel of Time series. He is pretty much the coolest person ever, and I just cant help but wish I could sit on his knee in a tavern while he is playing at dice and sneak him a few kisses...

I hardly ever eat breakfast... When I do it's normally cereal. I do sometimes eat chocolate milk and toast. It's kinda gross when you think about it... but when I was growing up that was what we had every morning. My mom wouldn't ever get cereal or anything else. It got to the point that I ate it so much that I hated it. Now I eat it because it makes me feel like I am home.

That being said, my favorite breakfast food is waffles and bacon. I don't like eggs most the time. They taste funny to me and have a weird texture. My brother Ryan makes the BEST scrambled eggs though. I never pass up the chance to eat the eggs he makes.

I hate falling. I think that the worst way to die would be to fall off a cliff or a building or something. I mean you are just watching the ground (death) come right for you... Scary... I know it's kinda weird that someone who rock climbs would be scared of falling, but I have developed a very good relationship with ropes, and I am super careful to make sure that my equipment is safe.
--Because of this I need to work myself up to do something where I will probably fall and break myself. Like longboarding... I will probably get around to trying it sooner or later, but it has to be my decision as to when, where and with who. If you try to force me, I will probably just freak out and it will take longer for me to try it.